Before going on, my internet is so lag recently, can somebody help me???????
How i screwed up my life?
-I want to go to a prestigious secondary school. Failed, because my PSLE is only 176/300
-I want to go the best Junior College. Failed, because my O levels r5 results is above 20.
-I want to have awards that helps to pay for my school fees and provide me for further studies. Failed, because i'm not clever.
-And literally many other less important stuffs.
Okay, you can call me stupid now.
Sorry friends for reading my emo nemo stuffs again. this is like the only place for me to share things. My arms ache like crazy due to rockclimbing. Aching mad.
SIGH SIGH SIGH, you get my point.
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i can go crazy ):
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and so, my heart shatters into a million pieces once again. the last time i felt like that was, 5-6years back? i literally felt my heart break. and listening to my blog song. it amplifies the damage. i'm still putting up a strong front (: i almost cried. just so you know, you are awesome. take care. </3
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ya, steal. i'm as nutty as a fruitcake. so now you feel insecure? so love her more. she deserves it.
你快樂所以我快樂
如果你愛我 你會來找我
你會知道我 快不能活
如果你愛我 你會來救我
空氣很稀薄 因為寂寞
i had someone, who actually meant something now. it's been eons since i felt this way. yup, i really do love jiahui last time, so much, so much, so much. that was sec3, i completely ignore every other girls because she seem like the only girl that existed. i felt blissed. and i didn't have the same kind of feelings to any other person yet. until now. if you didn't know, you’ve been running through my mind a couple of times too (:
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WALAO EH WALAO EH WALAO EH. there are just some feelings that i don't like. don't wanna describe it too detailed but it's like the feeling of being neglected #current mood
maybe it's because it's 5am in the morning now. goodnight, love you all. #talktowall
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surprised that actually quite a number of people actually do come read my blog. HAPPY (: at least i know i mean something to you. right right? maybe just kepo but nvm.
and hor, pls don't doubt my love when i'm in love. it's real love ok. trust me, *pats chest* (; fun is all i want in my life. it wouldn't be fun if i take my life too seriously, so lay back and have fun with me. since i don't take my life too seriously doesn't mean i don't love you seriously. they are different. #just saying
it's ghim hwee birthday celebration today. a good friend and companion indeed (: i'll see you later. and now bunny says goodnight.
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got no schedule for work for two weeks alrdy. sigh. am i considered 'fired' ? i feel pathetic like that. emo shit ): haha. i seriously have problem with working. i haven't work in a place for more than 6 months before.
universal studio, best fries forever, club21, everything with fries, cotton on. the companies i work for within a span of 2 years. club21 is still the best place to work at, imo. i miss my colleagues ):
met funny people at best fries forever, like sabrina and zee. thumbs up. they are like the only people that i really like to talk to. i'm unfriendly indeed.
universal studio was a cool place, but somehow i lost touch with all my colleagues there. miss them too. i wanna go universal studio and play!! this reminds me of hoon tian, i miss my brother in army.
i duno why, somehow, i think i'm not a good friend ): i can't express to u guys how much u mean to me. like come on, i'm a guy, how to express things like these?
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i am random, i have crazy ideas and i am also shy at times.
my life needs music, laughter and people with great sense of humour.
i listen to weird music because i'm cool like that.
i talk to you for a reason, to make you smile and laugh, and perhaps, you are special.
the shine of it has caught my eye.
and roped me in.
so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing.
i am captivated.
i am really crazy. IMH reserves a space for me.
so what crazy stuff should we do today?
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